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Asrai Lyrics 

– All Songs by Album -

Stranger - 2026-  

Stranger

Living the dream

I’m lost in reality

Once so close to me

Now you’re a stranger,

A stranger to me

 

And show her the heart

that you showed to me

And give her the pain that’s still in me

And give her the pain that’s still in me

 

Blinded my eyes

You’ve made me a sinner

a sinner of my beliefs

Now I am the stranger

The stranger to see

And tell her the words

that you screamed at me

And give her the fear that’s still in me

And give her the fear that’s still in me

Your whispered words

As mournful echo’s

Enchanting sounds

crawl like shadows

Give her the spell

 

So many years

vanished in silence

An endless void, too far

Your whispering words

don’t mean a thing

 

And tell her the hex that you

placed on me

 

And give her the spell that

you’ve put on me

And give her the spell that

you’ve put on me

 

Show her the heart

The one played its part

The love that we shared

the moments we bared

 

Decisions you made carried by twoMoments regret a life to forget

now you’re a stranger

A stranger to see

Lost in reality, lost to me

 

Still in me

And give her the pain that’s still in me

Shattered Time   - 2020 - 

Anywhere out of this world

Lest we forget

 

We scaled the face of reason

To find  at least one sign

That could reveal the true dimensions

Of life lest we forget

 

And maybe it's easier to withdraw from life

Away from harm

With all of it's misery and wretched lies

Away from harm

 

And maybe it’s me who dreams

of requited love

Away from harm

 

The victim of fools who watch and

stand in line

Away from harm

 

We lay by cool, still waters

And gazed into the sun

And like the moth's great imperfection

Succumbed to her fatal charms

 

And maybe it's easier to withdraw from life

Away from harm

With all of it's misery and wretched lies

Away from harm

And maybe it’s me who dreams of requited love

Away from harm

The victim of fools who watch and stand in line

Away from harm

 

Maybe it’s me

Away from Harm

Maybe it’s me

Away from Harm

 

Maybe it’s me

 

And maybe it's easier to withdraw from life

Away from harm

 

With all of it's misery and wretched lies

Away from harm

 

And maybe it’s me who dreams

of requited love

Away from harm

 

The victim of fools who watch and

stand in line

Away from harm

 

In our vain pursuit

of life for ones own end
Will this crooked path

ever cease to end?

 

In our vain pursuit

of life for ones own end
Will this crooked path

ever cease to end?

 

And maybe it's easier to withdraw from life

Away from harm    

With all of it's misery and wretched lies

Away from harm

 

And maybe it’s me who dreams of requited love

Away from harm

The victim of fools who watch and stand in line

Away from harm

Overworld 2.0

Overworld

Hide in the dark night with me.

Come share the pale light with me,

 

I cut myself so many times

My broken heart has finally crossed the line

 

The screams comes closer there is so much blood.

I find my chance in fragments out of line

 

Possessive, obsessive

Hide in the dark night with me

 Possessive, obsessive

Am I Insane?

 

Possessive, obsessive

Come share the pale light with me,

Provoking the breakdown

Am I deranged

 

All gasps for air

A symphony

All forces flowing round

Until it will stop pouring down

Raindrops on my skin

Burning like fire

 

Visions within

Of where the end begins

 

Night crawler

Day dreamer

Slowly dying

In your sleep

 

Hiding… in the dream

 

Dreamcatcher

Dead of summer

Soul taker

Forever mine to keep

 

Possessive, obsessive

Hide in the dark night with me

 

Possessive, obsessive

Am I Insane?

Possessive, obsessive

Come share the pale light with me,

 

Provoking the breakdown

Am I deranged

 

I cut myself so many times

My broken heart has finally crossed the line

 

The screams comes closer there is so much blood.

 

Possessive, obsessive

Hide in the dark night with me

 

Possessive, obsessive

Am I Insane?

 

Possessive, obsessive

Come share the pale light with me

 

Provoking the breakdown

Am I deranged

 

Something you did

Something you did

I close the door

It's cold outside

Nothing is the same anymore

I am  changing

I have lost it all

 

I close the door

I am too small in this world right now

Nothing seems the same anymore

I am  changing

We have absolutly no control

 

 

So I tell you now

Is it was something I said

Is it something you did

There was nothing in between you and me

 

No you and me

 

So I tell you now

Is it was something I said

Is it something you did

There was nothing in between you and me

 

Everthing I touch will break

Everthing I hold will fade

Everyone I love will die

Everthing is faling

 

 

 

 

 

 

Faling appart

 

Everthing I touch will break

Everthing I hold will fade

Everyone I love will die

Everthing is faling appart

 

So I tell you now

It was something I said

(I lost it all)

Is was something you did

(I lost it all)

There was nothing in between you and me

(I lost it all)

 

So tell I tell you now

Is it was something I said

Is it something you did

There was nothing in between you and me

 

Is it was something I said

Is it something you did

 

Hollow Remix

Hollow remix

 

This winter so tormented

Didn’t come to a rest

The storm draws through the trees

In continuous streams an army

Of rain fell down

As the rain fell down

 

The rain fell down

As the rain fell down

 

Should it stay this way?

As it sounds so hollow

I’m just a shade

It is all so grey.

It is only grey.

As the rain fell down

No I can’t escape.

 

The light said farewell to the land

In a pale shower of light.

of the sun down south

Where happiness lives

And I can’t escape

No I can’t escape

I can’t escape

No I can’t escape from this

 

Should it stay this way?

As it seems so hollow

I’m just a shade

It is all so grey.

It is all so grey.

Should it stay this way?

With the sun just a stain

Like a warm hearted death

It feel so  hollow

Hollow

I’m just a shade

 

Whisper - demo

Whisper - demo

 

It doesn’t matter

How hard I try

Nothing that is has changed

After a long, long time

 

When the angel closed her eyes

She spread her wings

She tried to comfort you

 

As she spreads her wings

The truth will find its way

And all your twisted lies

Beat up against the wind

When the angel closed her eyes

 

I hope you feel the same

The force is for us all

Give you all the trust

Close your eyes and let it go

 

So lift me up

And fly upon a dream

 

You've recognised it all

But it’s not what it seems

The truth will find its way

And all your twisted lies

 

Beat up against the wind

When the angel closed her eyes 

I’m whispering your words

To close this chapters end

I'm frozen inside

And I am lost in different worlds

 

When the angel closed het eyes

And spread her wings

She tried to comfort you

 

As she spreads her wings

The truth will find its way

And all your twisted lies

Beat up against the wind

When the angel closed her eyes  

 

So lift me up

And fly upon a dream

You’ve recognised it all

But it’s not what it seems

The truth will find its way

And all your twisted lies

Beat up against the wind

When the angel closed her eyes

 

her eyes

her eyes

the angel closed her eyes

Tower - demo

Tower - demo

 

She has met the stranger inside

Looking in the mirror

It’s the faces behind

And how can she forget

When it’s staring in her face

She can’t remember where it went wrong

 

Staring in the mirror

It’s the face on the wall

Screaming for these questions

But she already knew it all

 

The silence marks the time

What’s happening?

She knows

And turned away

And walked away

 

A silence for the storm

I lost your face in the crowd

I thought that's what I wanted

But the fear makes me searching

 

She apologised for her abuse      

She believes her body is only tor use

 

Locked up in a tower

Broken glass inside

She’s pressing her lips on the wall

She screams out

 

But no one wants to hear

But no one wants to hear

 

She’s a stranger to herself

She’s a stranger to herself

 

 

Between Dreams and Desitiny - 2013 - 

Stone Cold

like a mirror of your fear

inside a burning frame

it changes your faith

 

Another shade of grey

like a stain in my own history

the poverty of soul

it feels so dark and cruel

 

all seems so pointless

all seems to make no sense at all

I'm getting weaker

as I find myself , crawling on the floor

 

like a slave to myself

I'm hunting my reflection

like a slave to my world

I'm slowly petrified

 

I don't care any more

'cause I'm stone cold

like a prisoner in my head

just like I am paralyzed

I don't move anymore

'cause I'm stone cold

and just like there is no regret

I can't feel a thing anymore

 

Like I would freeze inside

I fall into austerity

sometimes the cracking ice

quakes my world apart

sometimes my consciousness

seems to hibernate inside

when will I finally wake up

in a world of peace

like a slave to myself

I'm hunting my reflection

like a slave to my world

I'm slowly petrified 

 

You've been a stranger before

now I'm stone cold,

We've been through this before,

now I feel like I am cold as a stone,

I scrape my living,

I lost my visions

and no emotion is getting through

to my shut up soul

my fear is my religion 

 

I don't care any more'cause I'm stone cold

like a prisoner in my headjust like I am paralyzed

I don't move anymore

'cause I'm stone cold

and just like there is no regret

I can't feel a thing anymore

Angel

aised to be chaste

twisted and torn

 

As good as I could be, I used to be

as calm as it could get, it came for me

but I was never asked if I'm the Angel

that you want me to be

 

as sweet as I could be, I seemed to be

but deep inside I couldn't wait to see

the other side of innocence

the nightmare of your dreams    (fantasy)

 

I'm your fainted "supernatural"

 

You see the Angel in me

but sometimes I am crossing lines

another world is calling

and I follow without fear

 

You want the Angel in me

but sometimes I just can't resist

another me is calling

(and) I just follow

 

as far as I could prove

I claimed the dessert of our sin

but what was never usednow captivates it's way to life and then

 

I'll be your supernatural 

But I'm no angel anymore

sometimes you need to follow

what you don't dare to know

 now I'm your tainted supernatural 

 

You see the Angel in me

but sometimes I am crossing lines

another world is callingand I follow without fear

 

You want the Angel in me

but sometimes I just can't resist

another me is calling(and) I just follow 

raised to be chaste but destined to fail anyway

twisted and torn by an eldritch s way 

 

I'm your supernatural 

but you still see the Angel in me

and sometimes I am crossing lines

another world is callin

gand I follow without fear 

 

You want the Angel in me

but sometimes I just can't resist

another me is calling and I just follow

All seems so Hollow

As it seems so hollow

Will it stay this way?

all seems so hollow          

 

my violative soul's tormented

by a winter long

like a hailstorm in my head

the world cracks down on me

 

and as the rain falls down

the pain seems never ending

I'm cursing every day

that's not the day my tragedy will end

 

I can't believe that it will go on this way?

my life so hollow and I'm just a shade 

all colors turned to grey

I can't believe that one day I break the chains

'cause now the sun is just a blinding stain

but too bright to wipe it away                                          

 

I can see the pale sunlight

on the horizon of my dreams

is that the promised wonderland 

is it as pleasing as it seems?

 

but I just can't escape

it's hard to light a darkened mind

my world that's full of shades

where I find shelter anytime

 

I can't believe that   - it will go on this way?

my life so hollow - and I'm just a shade  all colors turned to grey

I can't believe that  - one day I break the chains

'cause now the sun is just a blinding stain

but too bright to wipe it away                                           

 

 I can't believe that  it will go on this way?

my life so hollow  and I'm just a shade 

all colors turned to grey

I can't believe that one day I break away

'cause when the sun is just a blinding memory                                   

I'll be a cold grey empty frame    

Overworld

Hide in the dark night with me.

Come share the pale light with me,

 

I cut myself so many times

My broken heart has finally crossed the line

 

The screams comes closer there is so much blood.

I find my chance in fragments out of line

 

Possessive

Obsessive

Hide in the dark night with me

 

Possessive

Obsessive

Am I Insane?

 

Possesion

Obsession

Come share the pale light with me,

 

Provoking the breakdown

Am I deranged

 

All gasps for air

A symphony

All forces flowing round

Until it will stop pouring down

Raindrops on my skin

Burning like fire

 

Visions within

Of where the end begins

 

Night crawler

Day dreamer

Slowly dying

In your sleep

Hiding… in the dream

 

Dreamcatcher

Dead of summer

Soultaker

For ever mine to keep

 

Possessive

Obsessive

Hide in the dark night with me

 

Possessive

Obsessive

Am I Insane?

Possesion Obsession

Come share the pale light with me, 

Provoking the breakdown

Am I deranged 

 

I cut myself so many times

My broken heart has finally crossed the line 

The screams comes closer there is so much blood.

The screams comes closer there is so much blood

 

Possessive Obsessive

 

Hide in the dark night with me 

Possessive Obsessive

 

Am I Insane?

Possesion Obsession

 

Come share the pale light with me 

Provoking the breakdown

Am I deranged

Ghost

you feed the hunger in me

and you're poison for my needs

I'm restless inside

is that what you desire?

 

you're like venom in my veins

 

Like a ghost in my mind

you disappear in daylight

one hand's on fire,

the other turns to ice

like a ghost in my head

you challenge my resistance

and I lose time

I never can revive

 

and come alive

 

The shadow's just is a hidden light

no chance to hush the lullaby

your face has lost it's name

And I cry out loud

 

you're the venom in my veins

 

Like a ghost in my mind

you disappear in daylight

one hand's on fire,

the other turns to ice

like a ghost in my head

you challenge my resistance

and I lose time

I never can revive

 

and come alive

Hey, could you sleep last nigh

tor did the silence wake you up?

I was lost in broken dreams

they just don't seem to get enough

of dreamers and believers

your craving surely eat all up

and then we'll see what's left of us

and if the torture finally stops 

 

Like a ghost in my mind

you disappear in daylight

one hand's on fire,the other turns to ice

 

like a ghost in my head

you challenge my resistance

and I lose time

I never can revive and come alive

and come alive and come alive

and come alive

Stone Cold (Grendel remix)

like a stain in my own history

it feels so dark and cruel

all seems to make no sense at all

I'm getting weaker

as I find myself , crawling on the floor

 

like a slave to myself

like a slave to my world

like a slave to myself

like a slave to my world

 

like a prisoner in my head

just like I am paralyzed

I don't move anymore

'cause I'm stone cold

 

Stone cold, it’s so cold.

 

like a stain in my own history

it feels so dark and cruel

all seems to make no sense at all

I'm getting weaker

as I find myself , crawling on the floor

 

like a slave to myself

like a slave to my world

like a slave to myself

like a slave to my world

 

like a prisoner in my head

just like I am paralyzed

I don't move anymore

'cause I'm stone cold

 

Stone cold, it’s so cold

 

Pearls in Dirt   - 12 november 2007 - 

Delilah’s lie

Buried her head in her hands

Buried the sun with the mysteries within

She played her perfection

The lie was waiting to be

The words left unspoken

Now you will see… 

 

Her lips are sealed

And dead in a kiss

The promises, she made and touched her lips 

Sleep through the fear, through the din

Blood on my lips from the dagger that I kissed

Now death I have tasted

Though I had sensed your treason

Your virtues lay wasted

So it will be… Her lips are sealed

And dead in a kiss

The promises, she made and touched her lips

Burn in her fire with your passion within

Go to sleep my little sin

 Go to sleep my little sin… 

Her lips are sealed

And dead in a kiss

The promises, she made and touched her lips
Her lips are sealed

And dead in a kiss

The promises, she made and touched her lips

Burn in her fire with your passion within

Go to sleep my little sin

Your Hands So Cold

Forget my past in your game

This is just a bruise

This is just the mirror meant to show the truth

Dusty eyes set free to rise, changing over soon

Dusty eyes to see now the changes in you 

Your hand’s so cold… forgive me

Your hand’s so cold… forgive me 

I can't breathe this poison

It strangles little girls

The marks of pain remaining

Upon her face a pearl

A trail for all, a sinner’s ball

Stare with hungry eyes

A trail for all the sinners

Staring as you rise 

Your hand’s so cold… forgive me

Your hand’s so cold… forgive me

All that's left until the end

All that's left, our time be damned

Your hand’s so cold 

 

Oh, forgive me 

This is the mirror

It reflects what is real

Sinners stare as you rise

And they kill with their eyes

This is the end

Our time may be damned

As you trip, as you change

As you slip out of range

This is the mirror

It reflects what is real

Sinners stare as you rise

And they kill with their eyes

This is the end

Our time will be damned

As you trip, as you change

As you slip  

Your hand’s so cold… forgive me

Your hand’s so cold… forgive me

All that's left until the end

All that's left, our time be damned

Your hand’s so cold

Stay With Me

Where will I stand

When there’s nothing left to say?

Stay with me

What will you choose

When there’s nothing left to lose?

Time stands still

 

Hide behind the walls

Where a house is not a home

Stay with me

I can’t break through

When there’s nothing to be told

Stay with me

 

Stay with me

When there’s nothing left

Stay with me

 

How can I breathe

When the sky has turned to grey?

It fades away

I don’t understand

Does it always feel so cold?

Breathe with me

 

Do the nightmares find your head

Staring to the face behind?

Time is all we have

When the sky has turned to grey

Stay with me

 

Stay with me

When there’s nothing left to say

Please stay

 

Stay with me

When there’s nothing left to lose

Please stay

Go

A craving is calling me

Desire in all its splendor

Pulsating, rushing sounds

Getting louder and louder 

 

Go, go

Show you the secret me

Flaunting my desire

Moral virtues are beneath me

Oblivious to pain 

Go, go To the underground

Hey, heyLet’s die forever

No, no no limits here

Open up, you know you want to

Let's go                                                                                                             

Feed me with your last breath

Embrace your destination

Take me as far as you dare

I'm on the edge so.... 

Go, go To the underground

Hey, heyLet’s die forever

No, no no limits here

Open up, you know you want to

Let's go                   

Feel the force out of control

Shattered dreams are taking over

Fears have lost their lustre now

Excel in all my senses

Give it up

Give it Go, go To the underground

Lost

Shelter for a frightened girl
Who lost so many years
Lost track of all the tears
Shelter in a bitter world
Protect her from her fears
She needs shelter now
Give her shelter

Never was she scared before
Death tempted her away
Gave meaning to her days
Never did she dare explore
The feeling held at bay
And she never will
No, never

Forever we severed
The ties that bind together
Keeping us alive
We're losing, refusing
The cry that keeps us choosing
Was she hearing mine?
Did she take the time?

Wander through your fate alone
Where madness rules the weak
Too painful there to speak
Wonder why the love has gone
Your loss is not unique
So you wander lost
And you wander

Forever we severed
The ties that bind together
Keeping us alive
We're losing, refusing
The cry that keeps us choosing
Was she hearing mine?

Lost inside this memory
Break under the weight
Will my fate be doomed
To make the same mistakes?

Something I said

Don't close the door

It's cold outside

Nothing is the same anymore

It’s all changing

It’s cold outside 

Don't close the door

I feel one with the cold outside

And now nothing seems the same anymore

It’s all changing

And I’ve absolutely no control

So tell me now 

 

Is it something I said, is it something I did?

Is it something in between you and me?

Just you and me

 

My words turn into accusations
Yours into excuses

The distance creeps between you and me

So why don’t you just go on and tell me now 

Is it something I said, is it something I did?

Is it something in between you and me?

Oh, just tell me nowIs it something I said, is it something I did?

Is it something in between you and me?

Just you and me No matter what I say here, I'll still be losing

No matter what I do, I am lost anyway

What’re you saying?

Just tell me now

 Is it something I said, is it something I did?

Is it something in between you and me?

Oh, just tell me nowIs it something I said, is it something I did?

Is it something in between you and me?

Just you and me

Is it something I said, is it something I did?

Is it something in between you and me?

Oh, just tell me now

Is it something I said, is it something I did?

Is it something in between you and me?

Just you and me 

And it cuts me like a knife

A different story, waiting for your lies

Is it something I said?Is it something to regret?

So tell me now…

Awaken

Wake up little girl

We’re running out of time

I know that you’ve been running

On a long, lost line

They cut your tongue in pieces

Denied you any rights

They burned you with their secrets

And taunted you to bite

 

You never fear the darkness

The light will only see

The struggle you’ve been into

The gashes on your knees

The chains of filth and aching

The barbs of suffering

They almost seem more beautiful

Than this life

 

Just let her sleep

On a bed of wild roses

Seems peaceful to me

Thorns pierce her skin

As I kiss her goodnight

I kiss her goodbye

 

I never know, so tell me

The colour of your eyes

It turns all red and scorches

Every time I ask you why

Frightened of the truth

Or can’t I recognize the lie

Can I ever find the courage?

To conquer this and…

 

Just let her sleep

On a bed of wild roses

Seems peaceful to me

Thorns pierce her skin

As I kiss her goodnight

I kiss her goodbye

 

Sour Ground

She wrote her name in sand

And lived a lie within

The sadness and sorrow

For the loss that came again

Water washed the tears away

But the emptiness stayed

Tamed itself with outrage

And spit the bitterness away

 

 This water won't feed the earth

Nothing grows on sour ground 

She cannot calm the screams

To silence in her head

Staring with her empty eyes

Try to feel what she had

She wrote her name in sand

And loved a lie within

Where beauty can be cruelAnd beauty takes it all

 

This water won't feed the earth

Nothing grows on sour ground 

 

I will swim with you

And play amongst the waves

Where mermaids will be singing

Where the sweet song remains

Like a comfort whisper

To be together again

She wrote her name in sand


And believed her lie within
 

This water won't feed the earth

Nothing grows on sour ground

This water won't feed the earth

Nothing grows on sour ground

Roses

She puts on her makeup

And roses in her hair

She smiles to the face in front of her

And tries to be sincere

Tomorrow seems so far away

When the moon shines silver light

Shines her silver light

That blazes through the night

 

Never to last

Never would there be

Another question to ask

Forgotten in a dying flame

 

She opens her heart up

In hope of better times

A sliver of a trust betrayed

Of old, forgotten rhymes

Her eyes, they cast their twisted spells

And thorns tear through her dreams

Petals falling hopelessly

With nothings as it seems

 

Never to last

Never would there be

Another question to ask

Forgotten in a dying flame

 

Questions never been asked

In the silence of the night

And even when she tries to talk

I forget, I forget myself

 

Escape in lonely stories

Too sad for her to tell

No one there to comfort her

She sighs, “It’s just as well…”

 

Never to last

Never would there be

Another question to ask

Forgotten in a dying flame

Never meant to last

Never would there be

Another question to ask

Forgotten in a dying flame

Chain me

Change my life, seize me

Change me, chain me

Change my life, please me

Change me, chain me

 

A lonely beach in the distance far

The building sites, the city lights

Seeking her Atlantis

Beneath a windy town

 

Lost in her fantasies

Drowning in her dream

The waves so wild

Pounding patterns into white

Modern times descended

The dream is taking flight

 

Running from the beach, suspended are the lights

“What’ll I find,” she says, “In the ropes, death or life”?

Returning to the folds, like her mother’s dress

She heads for the structure, for eventual re-birth

 

Change my life, seize me

Change me, chain me

Change my life, please me

Change me, chain me

 

The water’s black and the moon drifts by

Orchestral nights perform their rites

Sinking in Atlantis

They dance on their way down

 

A figure slowly exiting from this crazy scene

And Neptune smiles with his trident come to life

He summons me to the sea

To be his liquid wife

 

Standing on a bridge, I can see for miles

“Change my life,” she says

A cab drives by and she smiles

Spinning round in the city light, she got up without a word

Turned around and disappeared into the night

 

Change my life, seize me

Change me, chain me

Change my life, please me

Change me, chain me

Touch in the Dark    - 26 mei 2004 - 

IN FRONT OF ME

In front of me, just for a while to ever see

A reaching voice beyond my mind.

Your words go down my spine

 

All my questions are asking why

 

We died tonight

Enclosed in the dark

Wandering ourselves

And tried to hide our lies again

Walking on wind as I recall the last time

 

I don’t mind you’re asking questions,

For all and more it’s yours to know

In my dream I bleed for you

Obliviated in your, reasons to be

 

The one to hurt and feel my lies

The one to hurt and feel my lies

 

Your face still colours my mind

Reality turned into the inside

Walking on the wind

As I recalled the last time

 

I don’t mind you’re asking questions,

For all and more it’s yours to know

In my dream I bleed for you

 

Obliviated in your, reasons to be

The one to hurt and feel my lies

The one to hurt and feel my lies

 

Cry out my words

 

I bleed for you

I bleed for you

PALE LIGHT

A pale light enters my room

A skinny wrist

A clammy hands the white sheets

Side with fear, I can’t move

I’m in agony

 

Only my eyes lives

And showed a sadness of a lost

A small world surrounded me

There’s nothing more

There’s nothing more left

 

Exhausted by wondering

Through the cruel days

Awakening sadness.

As I recall, and I recall

 

Outside this changing time provoke me

My big desire I can’t hear

this choking love

And I can’t hold our memories

Our memories, our memories

 

Exhausted by wondering

Through the cruel days

Awakening sadness, As I recall

As I recall

 

The sun closes her eyes

for the night

Strange shadows rise at my wall

They are trying to catch my light

 and dance together into this dark night

 

Into this dark night

 

Exhausted by wondering

Through the cruel days

Awakening sadness

As I recall

As I recall

 

Exhausted by wondering

Through the cruel days

Awakening sadness, As I recall

As I recall

WHISPER

It doesn’t matter

How hard I try

Nothing is has changed

After this long, long time

 

When the angel closed her eyes

She spreads her wings

She tried to comfort you

As she spreads her wings

 

The truth will find its way

And all your twisted lies

Beat up against the wind

As the angel closed her eyes

 

I hope you feel the same

The force is for us all

Give you all the trust

Close your eyes and let it go

 

So lift me up

And fly up on a dream

You’ve recognised it all

but it’s not what it seems

The truth will find its way

And all your twisted lies

Beat up against the wind

 

As the angel closed her eyes

 

Her eyes

 

I’m whispering your words

Too close this chapters end

I’m frozen inside

And lost in your different worlds

 

When the angel closed her eyes

and spreads her wings

She tried to comfort you

As she spreads her wings

The truth will find its way

And all your twisted lies

Beat up against the wind

As the angel closed her eyes

Her eyes, Her eyes

 

So lift me up

And fly up on a dream

You’ve recognised it all

but it’s not what it seems

The truth will find its way

And all your twisted lies

Beat up against the wind

As the angel closed her eyes

RESTLESS

I'm feeling restless tonight

Is it a dream or our goodbye

The snake bites my spine

 

I'm between the devil and the deep awake­ning

 

Your hand on my mouth

I choke in the words

and nothing comes out

I’m into deep

Still too connected

The warmth unprotected

I´m into… I´m into deep

 

I know what I´m feeling but

I can´t stop thinking

The poison of a jealous mind

Where lust swallow trust

I rather live the lie then be lost in the truth.

At least you had a choice but you took, you took mine too

 

I see the fear in your eyes

I want to get closer

 I see the fear in your eyes.

 

I can't reach you

I can’t reach you

I can´t

 

Every touch feels different

every word I can't believe

every touch feels different

We’re both locked up in our grief.

 

Please don't ask me how I feel

You don't want to hear

The doubts I'm already in

 

Your hand on my mouth

I choke in the words

and nothing comes out

I’m into deep

Still too connected

The warmth unprotected

I´m into… I´m into deep

 

I'm into deep

I’m into deep

I´m into, I´m into deep

TOUCH IN THE DARK

See the reach of a child in you

From a touch in the dark

among the shades of blue

From a touch in the dark

 

A hand a name a queen in truth

A balanced word, in a new song

No sound from this place belong

among the shades of blue

 

See the reach of a child in you

From a touch in the dark

among the shades of blue

From a touch in the dark

 

And through the fields of flow

And meaningless sentence

From a touch in the touch

 

For all what happened since

in this all meaningless ways

 

A hand a name a queen in truth

From a touch in the dark

among the shades of blue

From a touch in the dark

 

A touch in the dark

 

A hand a name a queen in truth

From a touch in the dark

among the shades of blue

From a touch in the dark

 

A touch in the dark

A touch in the dark

TOWER

She has met the stranger inside

Looking in the mirror

She saw the face behind

And how can she forget

When it’s staring in her face

She can’t remember where it went wrong.

 

Starring in the mirror

It’s the face on the wall

Screaming for this questions

But she already knew it all

 

The silence marks the time

What’s happening

 

Don’t know

And walked away

And turned away

 

A silence for the storm

I lost your face in the crowd

I thought that’s what I wanted

But the fear keeps me searching

 

She apologized for her abuse

She believes her body is only for use

Looked up in a tower

Broken glass inside

She’s pressing her lips on the wall

She screams out

 

But no one wants to hear

But no one wants to hear

 

She’s a stranger to herself

DREAM

Dream the dream

You always do

Catch me if I fall

We´ve lost the old game

We´d played before

 

Catch me if I fall

I’m losing hold

I’ve lost the old game

We’ve played before

 

I close my eyes

And try to remember

the panic in yours

 

Strange what time can do

It gives and takes our precious memories

Melting with all my senses

Melting here with you

 

Catch me if I fall

I’m losing hold

I’ve lost the old game

We’ve played before

 

I try to touch the moon

But I fall back

Reality kills

 

Dream the dream

you always do

Dream the dream

you always do

 

The dream has just began

You’ll always be a part

Of a whisper of the wind

Melting with all my senses

Melting here with you

 

Catch me if I fall

I’m losing hold

I’ve lost the old game

We’ve played before

Reproach the scarves

We’d kept in secrets

For all those years

 

Dream the dream

you always do

CHILD

Like a long day as in life

Never so strong is the mercy inside

I feel my eyes turn into skies

Sliding slowly melting in your eyes

 

You cover up the cruelty

They built so carefully for all those years

You cover up the cruelty

They built so carefully for all those years

Spit on Mother Nature

When you yearn and cry out her name

And cry out her name

 

Cry little child our bodies

Drown our sorrow tomorrow

How painful it is to watch you vanish

Don’t say you’re sorry cause you can’t fill this hole

You cover up the cruelty

They built so carefully for all those years

You cover up the cruelty

They built so carefully for all those years

Spit on Mother Nature

When you yearn and cry out her name

And cry out her name

 

How lonely is the darkness of the night

Say goodbye to a lost friend

Desperately seeking to remain

Fall into grief that finally turned to silence

When silence turned into madness

And endless rage against all odds

 

And you spit on Mother Nature

When you yearn and cry out for her name

 

The sour taste of sorrow

GARDEN

I walk through the garden

Touching rain like sparkling diamonds

Walking next to you

In the garden of innocence

 

Standing alone in the circle of insanity

The voices circle in your head

The next step leads you to the darkness

 

Oh please let me forget

 

Once there was a child in the garden

Her innocent so pure,

Her ominous fragile soul 

they are mine to keep

 

Standing alone in the circle of insanity

 

The voices circle in your head

The next step leads you to the darkness

 

Oh please let me forget

 

Protect your body against insanity

You will think it will not come

But before you know, you wish it wasn’t true

 

Protect your body against insanity

You will think it will not come

But before you know, you wish it wasn’t true

 

They circle in your head

The shadows are hiding

The shadows are hiding

SHADOWS

She came into your live

Like a shadow of the doubt

She want to explore your

Shadow of the doubt

 

The shadow fall

And the silence returns

You feel the forest breath

And she gives the breath of live

 

As she falls, into your arms

As she falls, she’s falling into

Your dreams tonight

 

 

She stands before me

Her white dress on the ground

I tasted my wanting

As she wounded my soul

As she falls into your arms

As she falls she’s falling

Into your dreams tonight

 

As she falls, as she falls

As Voices Speak    - 1997 - 

Recall

Cease the light on me

And till the darkling...

alone to see

Voices coming down a wounded sky

 

The air above me

cold and wrong,

the air above me so cold and wrong so cold

so cold and wrong

 

And tell the lies in mystery.

And memories fade in fear

Like sounds that die in whispering

 

As it all seemed so clear...

As angels...

Like blood...

as a river dawn

As a river dawn

 

For all and more to give,

from an empty hand

It's those that blame me to have been

to kiss my soul and die within

to kiss my soul and die within

to kiss my soul and die within

Die…. To kiss my soul

 

To kiss my soul and die within

To kiss my soul and die within

To ...to kiss my soul

 

As unknown reasons

disappeared in anger

Like bright minds cry

 

So did you know,

sounds last forever.

Only we can't hear them die

Only we can't hear them die

Die

 

to kiss my soul and die within

to kiss my soul and die within

to kiss my soul and die within

Die…. To kiss my soul

Rumours

A scream, silence, empty words.

You've nothing to say.

Ugly faces, no smile,

but too much talking with empty words.

 

Wishing, that I'll never meet you again.

The moments that you walked away from me.

 

When I look into your eyes,

I've asked myself too many times.

Who are you, all those years toge­ther

the things I hardly know.

Talk to me, touch me, hold me.

But you'­re pointing a knife at me.

The cruelty of the love you've given me.

 

Love hurts and love dies and just to know

your love is a lie.

Can't tell you how hard I've trie­d.

All your secrets we've shared.

The inno­cence is the agony and sorrow of the past.

 

Touch me but you touched her,

You whisper my words to her.

She feels the warm­th of your body,

My body so cold as ice.

Did you ever mean it.

 

Cause I'm the fool and you are the liar.

I'm the fool and you are the liar.

 

Your power is the cruelty that's driving me insane

Your power is the cruelty that's driving me insane

 

Love hurts and love dies, just to know that love is a lie

To Interfere

You never leave me alone

Shouting, a scream

The pain is everywhere

Inside I cry, inside I die

 

The time of sharing is gone

I never see you again

I´m all alone

So where are you

 

Broken glasses

a present for me

I can´t have it

The pain is everywhere

And I must cry

 

There is a rumour

I´m confused

Many people and all alone

I´ve lost myself

Where am I looking for

 

One life, different lives

Everybody lives its own

In my small world

You were always there

 

A part of you

A part of you. I'm myself.

Chosen for us. To be one.

So we know the things what we've done.

Unknown things. A part of you.

For us.

 

So we go one.

Today or the past, it doesn't matter.

Knowing what's done. We are one, flowing,

Today or the past, flowing

 

Battle, there's somet­hing wrong.

You never listen, why don't you.

It's happened all before. I'm so tired

I'm so tired

 

We go on, we are one

flowing, today or the past

flowing,

 

We go on, so we go on

So we go on

Light

The room is filled with darkness

A crowd they didn't see

All alone and all the people

The crowd they didn't see

 

Is there a moment to reach you

Can my words find a way

A touch to prove you

that the memory will always stay

 

All the things that crossed my mind

Stock my breath and makes me blind

Scared off the things to happen

Victim of this endless fight

 

All the things we never said to you

but in our hearts we'll always do

I take the girl in my arms

Our tears mix all for you

Whispering words of comfort

But in our hearts we know it will never be the same

 

It's hard to say goodbye

It's hard to say goodbye

It's hard

And It hurts

It's hard

And It hurts

 

It's hard to say goodbye

Pain

The pain it's

making me sick

My eyes...

Everything moves

I won't cry. No I won't

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I hold myself the mirror...

Touch me, hold me...

I'm so afraid

I'm so afraid

My breath

Everybody's hurt my eyes

And love me....

 

 

Because there's a hole inside of me

please fill it up

The clouds...

Everything's changing

I won't grow up

No I won't

Please touch me

 

 

 

 

The pain

The pain is me

The pain is me

 

NO

 

The pain

The pain is me

As voices speak

As voices speak alone,

when bitter tears breaks down.

How should we know.

For what has gone.

Time's lost its mark.

Hidden in a spell

for all and more and more to come.

 

In every day a tear, and honest cry that lie.

When will we ever see the spell that’s growing older

When will we ever see, is to know that we will die

 

Tomorrow is another day so she says,

words that's been spoken the truth for today,

Hear your words and feel your warmth,

so empty, so empty tomorrow.

 

All the moments twisted in my head.

Lost in my heart.

Looking at the past, the time goes so fast,

 

Moments to forgive and moments to forget.

It turned me so sad,

It turned me so sad

And I asked myself what has been wrong.

Tomorrow is another day so she say

Burn

Hey you with your big brown eyes

little lies and no talking

You and your big world

your big world of fantasy

Give me a piece of what's in between

Give me a piece of you

 

Burn, Burn,

 

Just for a while

Your dreams and your sex

and your anger

Now you can give it to me

Now you can give it to me

 

Burn

 

You'll never know what it's like

It's too empty without me

Just me, only me, only me

Just me, only me, let us burn

 

Burn

I look into your eyes

I kiss you so I can't

hear your lies

I kiss you so I can't

hear your lies

So let us burn

Burn

Death is better

Stay with me

 

Something

Don't close the door

It's cold outside

Nothing seems the same anymore, it is changing

 

And I can't control

So tell me now

 

Is it something I said

Is it something I did

Is it something in between

Just you and me

 

My words turned in accuses

you're in excuses

The distance between

You and me

For filling a memory

 

Is it something I said

Is it something I did

Is it something in between

you and me

Just you and me

 

It's no matter what I say

Well I'm loosing

It's no matter what I do

I've lost, I am losing you

 

Is it something I said

Is it something I did

Is it something in between

you and me

Just you and me

 

 

How could I know

It cut's me like a knife

Different stories,

waiting for your lies

 

So tell me

Is it something I said

Is it something I did

Is it something in between

you and me

 

Just you and me

 

It's circles in my head

It's slipping into time

 

You feel sorry for yourself

You only feel sorry for yourself

Name

Years ago I found a letter

It wasn't meant for me

But I've read the anger

Your fear, the horror and the a­gony

 

Words I remember,

now they're a part of me

Circle in my head and

I can feel the pain

It's in my name.

The new life you expected,

you never heard them cry

Our arms are empty,

try to live with the lie

Never taken seriously,

Suffering inside

You've lost it all, your family

 

I can't look straight in to your eyes

Afraid of what I see.

No, you can't remember me

And I asked myself

What hurts the most.

It's all in our name

It's all in our name

 

Staring at you, and try to look

into your empty eyes

You whisper words of madness.

What is the world inside

The life you lived so long

You're alive, inside you are dead.

Isn't there a way

What is the game to play

 

How long can you hold

It's been so long, to be afraid

What are the words they whisper.

Try to find a way, to let it all end

It's all in our name

It's all in our name

 

Want to hold you in my arms,

You're so close, so far away

Goodbye I told you so,

promising to be back soon,

A tear in my eye,

I know that I lied

I wished I could do more

 

I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry

Goodbye

I'm so sorry

 

Burning Inside

Shadows falls and the silence returns.

I can't get it out of my head.

Too many secrets, too many times to be left alone.

 

There's no comfort for this all.

Why do you want to hold.

It slides already out of our hands.

 

I wish it wasn't true.

I wish it wasn't true.

Can't you see I'm trying

Can't you see I'm trying

CAN'T YOU SEE I'M TRYING

 

This all comes to an end.

Hunting the clouds,

reaching out for the things

I'm running out

 

A bitter taste in my mouth

reminds me of the pain.

I can't spit it out

I'm too tired to pick up the pieces

I saw too many faces

Hearing one voice

 

It slides already out of our hands, while you're waiting and watching for this isolation

 

How cruel is the stranger inside

Different ways to move too many secrets to hide.

 

I'm too tired to pick up the pieces. I saw too many faces

Hearing one voice

 

It slides already out of our hands,

while you're waiting and watching for this isolation

 

How cruel is the stranger inside

Different ways to move

Too many secrets to hide

Mercy

I never met a man without

lies on his lips,

pain in his heart,

and chaos in his mind.

I never saw a day pass,

without human suffering.

Screaming at me from every

corner of the world.

 

Why move, a soul wind,

through those milli­ons

of meaningless lives

 

Why be trapped by the limitations of human flesh

defiled by the stink and rot of human kind.

 

How many generations,

can the wheel turn,

before it finally spins

out of control?

 

And how much pain

can the children bear

before they collapse

under its weight?

 

My eyes turn away from earth,

move across the place beyond,

Slipping to something I don't claim to understand

Slipping to something I don't claim to understand

 

I never met a man without

lies on his lips,

pain in his heart,

and chaos in his mind.

I never saw a day pass,

without human suffering.

Screaming at me from every

corner of the world.

 

Why move, a soul wind,

through those milli­ons

of meaningless lives

 

Mercy, Mercy, Mercy,

Have fucking mercy

 

 

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